Today might be the first time that I thought about saying, "I can't" or "I don't want to" out loud. I've thought both a few times, but neither has had any serious visitation time in my mind. I hate to say fleeting thoughts but that's pretty much what they were.
Today, I can't. Today, I don't want to.
The first thing you need to know is that I'm not ready to finish the sentences. The second thing you need to know is that I'm thinking about those sentences.
